In a state

your shame is never ending

just one psychological drama after another. 

you are guilty and how you ever entered into this life

God only knows 

- Erasure, Drama!

Is there an end?

Even the weariest river
Winds somewhere safe to sea

- Swinburne

Healthy living

What's the difference between Shaun Ryder and Jason Pierce? Probably around 3 hours extra sleep a night and a banana, an avocado and some tangerines.

- John Doran, Jolly Lad

Swallow

Time will pass

time will leave you all alone

- The Savings & Loan, Swallows

On what matters

You know I have about as much interest in money as I do Hummel figurines

- Holmes, Elementary, Season 2 episode 2.

Second anniversary of loss

a year goes by
she doesn't

The Magnetic Fields, If You Don't Cry

All I want is to drown in you

Will you spend your life with me
and stifle me
I know why the caged bird sings
I know why

- Tricky, Suffocated Love

So much brighter than the rest

Excuse me, sir, do you have a light?
I know that I can be dark
But that’s what makes us brighter than the rest
Who’d think a weight like this could make you feel blessed?
Or a lack of serotonin
That shakes your brain
Till nothing’s left to rearrange

- Haley Bonar, Called You Queen

Sister, I miss you

I love my sister so
She don't smother me...
Would you bury me?

- Smashing Pumpkins, Bury Me

The double edge

Extreme acts of cruelty
require a high level of empathy

Dr. Bedelia Du Maurier,
Hannibal S3 E10

I hope that she's happy

I asked my Louise

would she leave

and so cripple me

- Calexico & Iron & Wine, History Of Lovers

Pink frost in winter

What can I do if she dies?
What can I do if she's lost?
Just the thought fills my heart with pink frost

- The Chills, Pink Frost

Thinking/dreaming/hoping

She'll never forgive you but she won't let you go - oh no

Don't look back into the sun
You've cast your plans but you're on the run
And all the lies you said, who did you save?
But when they played that song at the Death Disco
It started fast - but it ends so slow
And all the time it just reminded me of you....

- The Libertines, Don't Look Back In To The Sun

Lonely

Who else is going to love someone like me that's marked for death?
Who else is going to be with me when I breathe it all?
Who else would take your place and hold and keep me safe?
Who else would ever stay?

- Emma Ruth Rundle, Marked For Death

Hold on

there's only so much letting go
you can ask someone to do
so I keep you by my side
I will not give you to the tide

- Big Thief, Masterpiece

Still here, with my memories

Hold on
to the night
their will be no shame

- Erasure, Always

On memories

I don't want another rock
to hang about my neck
you see bejewelled
I see bedecked
in dead stars

- Alison Moyet, Other

Night falls

Do you miss me, miss me, darling?
God knows I'm missing you
I can see two worlds colliding
That's what the sickness brought me to

- Mark Lanegan,  Nocturne

Losing control

Your mind
Is not your own

- Robert Palmer, Addicted To Love

I wait

a year goes by
she doesn't

- The Magnetic Fields, If You Don't Cry