Tuesday 31 December 2019

The weight

When I walk into a room
I do not light it up
Fuck
- The National, Demons

Wednesday 11 December 2019

Is this it?


My friends keep telling me, "hey, life will go on"
Time will make sure I'll get over you
This silly game of love you play, you win only to lose
I'm spending my time 
Watching the days go by
Feeling so small, I stare at the wall
Hoping that you think of me too


- Roxette, Spending My Time 

Friday 22 November 2019

Still me. Still missing you.

Hard to believe
 
That after all this time
 
That after all this I'm
 
Still me
- Built To Spill, Made-Up Dreams

Tuesday 29 October 2019

A dream, a fairytale

And I'm so sad
Like a good book
I can't put this day back
A sorta fairytale with you

And I rode along side you then
And I rode along side
til you lost me there on the open road
- Tori Amos, A Sorta Fairytale

Thursday 19 September 2019

Blackness, darkness, forever

doubled up inside
take awhile to shed my grief
always doubled up inside
- Portishead, Wandering Stars

Friday 30 August 2019

Do you think of me still?

People say that I loved you too much
Because I think about you now
And it's been two years

If you ever loved me
If you ever knew me
You should know that I am gone

- Vast, Dedicate 

Wednesday 29 May 2019

One thing life has shown me

I've thought about you every day since that moment I died in your arms

- Boomer, Battlestar Galactica, S3E16

Monday 27 May 2019

Reflecting

Drift gently into
Mental illness
- The Beat, Mirror In The Bathroom

Sunday 31 March 2019

Don't remember me

His last words would remind him what his legacy would be
He said "I'm not worth remembering - just forget about me"
Why you gotta keep on torturing us?
Haven't I paid enough for all the drugs that I've done?
My poor mother's praying that you'll take back her only son
Why you gotta keep on torturing yourself?
You aren't directly responsible for your own poor mental health
I locked myself up in prison and I threw away the key
But Lord, I'm tired of being tortured
I just want to be free
- Ohtis, Black Blood

Tuesday 26 March 2019

You haunt this town

Maybe there's a way not to make it hurt
To cover up the words like you covered up the dirt
Ever since you left
It just gets worse
- Deacon Blue, Our Town

Saturday 12 January 2019

Wishing

I'm trying to let go
Of the things I used to think that you should know
'Cause I want to be free
From the hurt that I caused you to cause me
- Chastity Belt, Bender